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Architect of my own rise

Something has been cooking and its now ready to be devoured. I am so excited to share the news with you guys that, finally, my first book has been released! It’s been a period full o reflection upon self and an unburdening of the inside eating thoughts that hang inside the brain of the one addressing you.

I strongly believe that maths and writing go hand in hand and I will share a sneak peak at what the road map of the book looks like.

I tried to express so much using so little words. I considered this a highly complex task. Just like Einstein concluded his general relativity, from hundreds of equations to just a few characters, I was inspired to write as few words as possible that express a universe of thoughts. Here is a preview of the most used words in my book, represented in a word cloud:


One of the most focused points that I’m bringing to the table is the awesome influence that ROCK music had on me. Starting from giving me a reason to live up until vibrating as the alternative fuel besides my blood. A part of the bands I’m most thankful to are:


The principal components of my book in terms of legacy words are:


The book is divided in 26 chapters, subsequently the age I as when I wrote it. It takes you in a roller coaster of a ride and I hope you have your safety belt on.

For more information of the book, feel free to access this Amazon link:

Architect of my own rise

I hope you will enjoy and find it helpful, if you embark on the ride. And whatever feedback you might have, you are more than welcomed to add your thoughts in the Amazon commenting section, here on the blog or via social media. I’ll eagerly await for them.

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Rock Saved Me!

Was about 20 y.o. when, for the second time in my life, I made the final preparation for my eternal demise. One step away  from putting the final nail in my coffin… One step away from taking my own life… 30 seconds and I would have fallen into demise…Prospect food for crows, I saw my shadow laughing at this gloomy tableau…

I won’t talk about events that led me to this dark moment, let’s just say that a combination of deadly factors, including depression, heartbreak, miserable times topped by  a lost in the will to live brought me to that point. I hated everyone but mostly I hated myself, or whatever was left of me. I felt like if I wouldn’t end it with my own hands, alcohol would have got the job done.

However, one blister of light somehow was given to this peasant. I found a neverending source of life pursuit: ROCK music. Through the magic mana of it, starving for life I became.Now there is this ancient old belief since the dinosaurs crawled the Earth, that often associates rock with satanism or occult doctrines. Utter bullshit! I`m the living proof that it helped me crawl back from the dead.

Rock music is all about the blend of each single instrument that as harder as it vibes, the deeper the feelings and the emotions are passed on to the listener. Adding the lyrics that are not only words that make no sense, but rather true experiences wrapped into a melodic track. Above all is the undisputed implication of all the band members that literally give their spirits for us to consume. If you can reach deep enough, you can unveil the beautiful mathematic theorems that are hidden. At that moment the full connection is done… instruments, vibe with each word the singer eats his heart out with, fully transposing you into the state of mind the song puts you in.

If I found myself in something that saved me, so can you. Discover your own rock and hang on to it with your teeth!

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Interview —–>> Know me through 40 Rongs ! 

  1. Wake up song – System Of A Down – Chop Suey!
  2. Ready to work – Foo Fighters – Best Of You
  3. Fuck this shit – Queen – I Want To Break Free
  4. In the zone – Red Hot Chili Peppers – Can’t Stop
  5. Angry as shit – Three Days Grace – I Hate Everything About You
  6. Me against the world – Linkin Park – Numb
  7. Retreat in my dungeon – Korn – Alone I Break
  8. Bipolarity – Slipknot – Duality
  9. When someone stepped on my tail – Nine Inch Nails – Hurt
  10. Master of airbreathers – Metallica – Master of Puppets
  11. Not belonging anywhere – Avenged Sevenfold – Afterlife
  12. Everything falling apart – Crazy Town – Drowning
  13. Confessions – Rage Against The Machine – Testify
  14. Stronger than ever – AC/DC – Back In Black
  15. Feeling indestructible – Disturbed – Indestructible
  16. Hidden desires – Muse – Undisclosed Desires
  17. When my heart is of ice – Crossfade – Cold
  18. When seeing hot girls – Hot Blooded – Foreigner
  19. Love related – Bon Jovi – Bad Medicine
  20. Encountering crazy girls – Buckcherry – Crazy Bitch
  21. Sweet memories – Guns N’ Roses – Sweet Child O’ Mine
  22. Broken hearted – tie Papa Roach – Leader of the Broken Hearts – Papa Roach – Scars
  23. Aftermath – Bullet For My Valentine – Tears Don’t Fall
  24. Moving on – Apocalyptica – I Don’t Care
  25. Feeling alive again – P.O.D. – Alive
  26. Cherishing each day – U2 – Beautiful Day
  27. Remembering past events – Sevendust – Angel’s Son
  28. Something is not really the same anymore – Deftones-Change
  29. Fuck off – Pantera – Walk
  30. Suppressing everyone feeling – Motörhead – King of Kings
  31. Inceptive for some patience – Audioslave – Like a Stone
  32. Dancing while working out – Survivor – Eye Of The Tiger
  33. Rage against the others – Marilyn Manson – The Beautiful People
  34. Headbanging – Rammstein – Du Hast
  35. Find inner strength – ASKING ALEXANDRIA – Moving On
  36. Escaping work – Iron Maiden – Run To The Hills
  37. I`m so ugly, but so are you – Nirvana – Lithium
  38. Feel like punkin` – Billy Idol – Rebel Yell
  39. When I get started up – The Rolling Stones – Start Me Up
  40. Just letting it go – Lenny Kravitz – Fly Away